Flowers~Flowers

Sharing is virtues. A day spent with my new found lover and this is the results......

My New Chapter Of Life!

Neither I couldn't imagine nor expected the events that happened lately. I couldn't imagine life without someone i really love with all my life. But life goes on .... as my new chapter of life are about to begin soon!

Wonderful things i need to accustomed myself with for the new chapter of my life:

• My ear will be full of shits and i mean tones of it.
  
• My nose will be covered up by black head!! Voila....
• I need a mirror to watch myself dancing and singing in my room. Anybody care??
  
• My phone won't be ringing in the morning.
• Watching 'Heroes' all by myself ..... no hurry eh?
  
• My room will soon turn into a library, full of books .... hopefully won't become a nerd in the process.
  
• Will turn the iron board into a dining table.
• Will be a game master in a year from now.
• Need to purchase some feminine perfume to spray into my properties. Just to make sure I'm not transforming into a gay. No offense here.
• Need to remind myself always on my health and weight.
• Need to stock in more tissue paper to wash the mirror. Just to wipe off the saliva on the mirror when i need someone to talk to la. Hey ... what were you thinking just now? Dirty Minded You!
  
• Will be requesting for a HUGE Teddy Bear @ Inflatable Bachelor Woman Doll this coming Christmas. I need someone to hugs. This is just to proclaim I'm seriously dead not a GAY. Hey what were you thinking again? This is second warning liao.....pls don't luan luan think ya!
  
• I need to share my foods with my dogs......
• I will be recycling my own fart 100%, 'sigh' !
• And the list just go on......and on...

Enuff said, I Miss You a lot and you're always ... and will be always the one i love the most for the rest of my life.

"Goodbye My Lover" - James Tumpul* (Blunt)

Did I disappoint you or let you down?
Should I be feeling guilty or let the judges frown?
'Cause I saw the end before we'd begun,
Yes I saw you were blinded and I knew I had won.
So I took what's mine by eternal right.
Took your soul out into the night.
It may be over but it won't stop there,
I am here for you if you'd only care.
You touched my heart you touched my soul.
You changed my life and all my goals.
And love is blind and that I knew when,
My heart was blinded by you.
I've kissed your lips and held your hand.
Shared your dreams and shared your bed.
I know you well, I know your smell.
I've been addicted to you.

Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.

I am a dreamer and when i wake,
You can't break my spirit - it's my dreams you take.
And as you move on, remember me,
Remember us and all we used to be
I've seen you cry, I've seen you smile.
I've watched you sleeping for a while.
I'd be the father of your child.
I'd spend a lifetime with you.
I know your fears and you know mine.
We've had our doubts but now we're fine,
And I love you, I swear that's true.
I cannot live without you.

Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.

And I still hold your hand in mine.
In mine when I'm asleep.
And I will bare my soul in time,
When I'm kneeling at your feet.
Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.

I'm so hollow, baby, I'm so hollow.
I'm so, I'm so, I'm so hollow.
I'm so hollow, baby, I'm so hollow.
I'm so, I'm so, I'm so hollow.

For You, My Dearest Fren Sayang! ~ I hope you know to whom this song is dedicated for.

Sorry, Blame it on Me!

As life goes on I'm starting to learn more and more about responsibility
And I realize that everything I do is affecting the people around me
So I want to take this time out to apologize for things that
I've done things that haven't occurred yet
and things that they don't want to take responsibility for

I'm sorry for the times that I left you home
I was on the road and you were alone
I'm sorry for the times that I had to go
I'm sorry for the fact that I did not know

That you were sitting home just wishing we
Could go back to when it was just you and me
I'm sorry for the times I would neglect
I'm sorry for the times I disrespect

I'm sorry for the wrong things that I've done
I'm sorry I'm not always there for my sons
I'm sorry for the fact that I'm not aware
That you can't sleep at night when I am not there

Because I'm in the streets like everyday
I'm sorry for the things that I did not say
Like how you are the best thing in my world
And how I'm so proud to call you my girl

I understand that there's some problems
And I'm not too blind to know
All the pain you kept inside you
Even though you might not show

If I can't apologize for being wrong
Then it's just a shame on me
I'll be the reason for your pain
And you can put the blame on me

You can put the blame on me

Said you can put the blame on me
You can put the blame on me

I'm sorry that I grew up way to fast
I wish I would of listened and not be so bad
I'm sorry that your life turned out this way
I'm sorry that the feds came and took me away

I understand that there's some problems
And I'm not too blind to know
All the pain you kept inside you
Even though you might not show

If I can't apologize for being wrong
Then it's just a shame on me
I’ll be the reason for your pain
And you can put the blame on me

You can put the blame on me

Said you can put the blame on me
You can put the blame on me
.
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My New Found Love!!

I have found my new love... the Canon EOS 400D / Digital Rebel XTi



Gonna love it long long time and hope we will have hellaluva of time !! :P

How Do You Define Love?!?

How do you define love? I've discovered over the years that different people define love differently. I know some who find that love means accepting people for exactly who they are - flaws and all.

I know others who define love as a possession - a sense of belonging and owning all rolled into one. I know others who define love as meaning you have to forgive, whether you want to or not, whether the person you care about is sorry or not - forgiveness is there because you love them.

Yes, once again I fall victim to the cliché. But the cliché becomes a cliché because often it possesses some deep grain of truth. In this case, the truth is the fact that there are many different kinds of love. We often think of marriage as being the result of being in love. When you are in love, we couple the deep feelings of affection, fondness and sexual attraction all rolled into one.

Others define in love as that state that exists in the first few months of any new and profound relationship. You fall in love with a boyfriend. You fall in love with a future spouse. You fall in love with a child. But you do not necessarily stay in love so much as you develop a deeper, more abiding love.

Defining the love you feel for the people in your life is hard, because it can be difficult to quantify emotion. We love our spouses. We love them as friends, as partners and as members of our family. I know plenty of people who think when you are no longer in love that you have fallen out of love.

I disagree.

I think being in love is when the relationship is new, when everything is a brand new experience and it is coupled with the sense of discovery and excitement. I don't think you fall out of love, unless you become utterly indifferent to your spouse. You may not be in the first blush of love or in the throes of initial attraction - but that doesn't mean you have fallen out of love.

Love ages. Love grows. Love evolves. Love develops. Love doesn't just end or magically evaporate. You may fall into love - but it's very hard to fall out of it.

So how do you define love?

Camwhoriiing Hmmmmmm!!!

Cam whoring, what is, hmm?? Herh herh herh. The Wikipedia define that a cam whore (sometimes cam-whore or cam-slut)is an individual who exposes himself or herself on the Internet with webcam software in exchange for goods, usually via enticing viewers to purchase items on their wish lists or add to their online accounts. While the label is usually considered derogatory and insulting, it is also used by these people to describe themselves, occasionally in a self-deprecating manner. Cam whoring is a bad thing,I think not.

Since reading much blogs online for the past few years, I have, very amused and intoxicated by the cam whoring of many bloggers, I am.

Kenny Sia @ Furong Jie Jie

Nicole Kisso

So today, to post a picture of mine cam whoring here I decided. Hmmmmmm...

How, look, did I, hmm? Yes, hmmm..